Lyle’s Logs (8/15/12)

Well, it’s official, there is one Edgar Michellson with Roy and I right now. Alaizabel’s dad…I want to surprise her, have him there when we pick her up from the airport, see the look on her face, see them babble and hug. I’m jealous, I’d be lying if I said that I wasn’t. Alaizabel has done wrong to Edgar, and him to her, and yet they still have this unyielding love. The sort that can only exist between a parent and their child. Something that Maris and Aubin never had for me. But…Edgar, when I told him that he just laughed and said that I married his daughter, and so now he has two kids.

Also, I know that I am being a great help to Roy by staying with her. But if it weren’t for this stalker shit I would’ve gone with Alaizabel in a heartbeat. What if Thor and Loki do something new and amazing? What if something bad happens to her or them? I can’t sleep all that well without my hand on her stomach, without knowing that I’m the one protecting all three of them. I don’t know when this happened, but I just cannot live my life without them in it…